I don't know, i'm thinking it's kind of concerning even in my hands.

[ But Peter's suddenly much less interested in talking about this part of things, realizing just how little he'd like to be judged for making the decisions he was encouraged to make. Not that he's ashamed of himself for doing what he thinks is almost the right thing, but- he doesn't want this to turn into a conversation that's meant to pick apart his brain. ]

Might be more worth it to talk about after i've actually been working for more than a few days.