No more than the average, I would hope, but it stacks for me. Yomiel only picked me because of the physical proximity. The other one...
... I made a gamble with someone I shouldn't have. Not that I could have known it, back then.
[ She tries to shrug, "looking" to the side with a closed eye. ] But it wasn't until after Yomiel's confession that I realized what he had done while controlling my body—what the other had done, before—wasn't something I had done.
For a long time, I worried that it was my power, my empathy, that was the root of my violent actions... but it wasn't ever me, at all. So, if I haven't done anything like that yet, I'm not worried about it happening in the future.
There isn't any catalyst worse than what I've already survived.
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... I made a gamble with someone I shouldn't have. Not that I could have known it, back then.
[ She tries to shrug, "looking" to the side with a closed eye. ] But it wasn't until after Yomiel's confession that I realized what he had done while controlling my body—what the other had done, before—wasn't something I had done.
For a long time, I worried that it was my power, my empathy, that was the root of my violent actions... but it wasn't ever me, at all. So, if I haven't done anything like that yet, I'm not worried about it happening in the future.
There isn't any catalyst worse than what I've already survived.